Assalamualaikum.
InsyaAllah this post mmg agak panjang. Sorry, sebab lama tak
menulis kan. Mohon sediakan
menulis kan. Mohon sediakan
popcorn di sebelah.
Okey, actually dah quite a long time jugak saya privatekan blog ni
and some of my photos in fb.
and some of my photos in fb.
Even dekat insta I’ve deleted hundreds of my pictures, tinggal
seciput je gambar.
seciput je gambar.
No ,tak ada orang yang hack atau ugut saya. I do it by my own will.
I want to start a new life.
I want to start a new life.
I have been going through ups and down this year and Alhamdulillah I manage to gain something
from it. Before this, I ada buat solo trip for 2 weeks by which I went to many places,
jumpa kawan lama dan buat kawan baru.
Ke Selangor, KL, dan Negeri Sembilan saya pergi. It has been self
jumpa kawan lama dan buat kawan baru.
Ke Selangor, KL, dan Negeri Sembilan saya pergi. It has been self
discovery and life changing to me. Alhamdulillah for that.
So, through this 2 weeks memang I doa I wish to get something
from this trip and Alhamdulilllah I did.
from this trip and Alhamdulilllah I did.
It take days for me to make this decision to change.
Before this, I pray for Allah to show me guidance. But many things turn up pulak. Things that i
term as ‘negative’ in my life. Dalam beberapa bulan sebelum ni,
saya senang kena migraine (almost every week), I get easily stress,
someone I trust turns me down , I didn’t perform like before in
saya senang kena migraine (almost every week), I get easily stress,
someone I trust turns me down , I didn’t perform like before in
my academics, many of my plan didn’t work out... And the list goes on. The saddest part is that I
have to swallow everythings up, pretending that everything is okey.
It took after a tremendous time for me to ponder back.
Allah itu sangat penyantun dalam menyedarkan hambaNya.Allah tak turunkan batu kena hempap
kat kepala untuk sedarkan kita. Dia turunkan ujian.
I always pray Allah to cure my problems, but I didn’t realise that the problems I’m having is
actually curing my heart.
actually curing my heart.
Allah will not test you if it does not bring you closer to Him.
That is why, ujian itu datang untuk menguatkan bukan melemahkan.
Ujian itu tanda Allah sayang kita.
If one can realize how much powerful the effect of curing your heart from the problems your
having, it can change your life.
I know before this , perasaan nak berhijrah tu sentiasa ada tapi
tenggelam dengan sebab takut tak
tenggelam dengan sebab takut tak
dapat istiqamah. Tapi, kalau kita masih yang dulu, kita yang rugi.
That is why, to start a new way of life, I have to let go some of my past.
I've deactivated my twitter account.
I don't want to sell my stories and problems publicly to others.
One of the reason jugak sebab i don't want to hook up with social sites. Its contagious.
I've deactivated my twitter account.
I don't want to sell my stories and problems publicly to others.
One of the reason jugak sebab i don't want to hook up with social sites. Its contagious.
Before this, some of my entries ada yg kadang2 merepek, emotional, sarkastik dan mengada2, Im
sorry.
Saya dah buang dan perbaharui entri mana yang patut diperbaiki. InsyaAllah post yang akan datang
insyaAllah lebih bermanfaat utk korang membacanya.
insyaAllah lebih bermanfaat utk korang membacanya.
My photos pun, InsyaAllah in which benefit, I post.
Right now lagi selesa untuk menulis dan sharing di blog sebab mostly pembaca pun dari kenalan
rapat or people yg memang nak kan something to read.
I love photography and sharing quotes so I will do it insyaAllah
appropriately on my instagram.
appropriately on my instagram.
No,I never regret of my past, because without my past, I never become like how I am today.
Saya pun nak apologize to you guys through this humble entry. Im sorry because I should do
it face to face.
it face to face.
If ada photos of me which is inappropriate, please delete. If ada kenangan buruk bersama saya, minta maaf. Jom cipta kenangan bahagia bersama-sama pulak lepas ni.. Ecece.
Of course, even I turn up into new leaves, Im still the same me. I really hope people will not
quickly judge me for not doing this and that (If you know what I mean) .
Kita ubah secara perlahan-lahan. Biar sedikit2 asalkan istiqamah.
Muslim itu saling menguatkan ketika lemah dan saling menasihati ketika kuat. Kan?
This post does not make me pious, it’s the teaching of Islam. In the end what actually beautiful is Islam itself.
Well said sister :)
ReplyDeletetq sis. :)
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