my jodoh is Allah's secret.

Assalamualaikum. yes its my 4th post today. dan mungkin akan ada lebih byak post lagi after this, since i'll be staying at home enjoying my sem break.

This is just my opinion. ini blog i,suka hatilah nak tulis apakan...
Boys has no affection on me except for Ashraf Muslim,Imam Muda Asyraf,James Franco, Aamir Khan, Arjun Rampal, Park Yuuchun, Yoo In Ah, So Joong Ki,.*okey maybe a little.

okey here its all about,masa zmn2 remaja dulu, bila jerawat baru nak tumbuh, badan dah slightly tinggi sikit sampai dah boleh cecah siling rumah,zmn tulah saya rasa hati ini cepat tersentuh bila cakap pasal lelaki *cewah *
I back then, honestly totally fall in love towards handsome,preTty,cute boys ala2 Jonas Brothers gitu. bila nampak jer mana2 lelaki yg muka mcm Justin Bieber versi tinggi, tiba2 menggedik sorang2 walhal lelaki tu actually xsedar pun my existence in this world ==''..

And that was back then. Saya dulu sekolah perempuan, so I have very few guy friend (in term of kawan lelaki not yg kapel2 tu)..so I always thought that all boys are the same (u know, jenis malas belajar, suka lepak, suka ngorat awek2 cun & hot segala)..but that perception of mine has change when i study in matriks.

Ooo ramai jugak budak lelaki yg alim,pandai,hormat org tua dan yg ada nilai2 murni yg lain yg korang belajar dalam Komsas. And the problem start arise. Kalau dah baik, siapa yg tak suka kan?hehe
Jadi quite a lot of boy back then that i have crush on..

maybe 5 #tamak

Satu sebab kenapa saya suka lelaki yg baik2 ni, sebab its somehow influence me to be a good girl. Kan dalam Al- Quran ada menyatakan lelaki yg baik utk perempuan yg baik. Manakala lelaki yg jahat utk perempuan yg jahat and vice versa, dan Allah itu kan Maha Adil :)
and so I aim to find a good man, not a boy anymore *sebab kita sume kan dah mtang2*. and I was much better than before.

But that perception of mine has change somehow after i enter USM.. before this, I honestly nak lelaki yg baik yg boleh baiki diri saya yg lemah ini. But that has change me anyway. For me, why sibuk nak cari atau pilih lelaki (in terms of my jodoh) when Allah has planned everything? I still remember my friend once said that, kalau nak jodoh yang baik, kenalah perbaiki diri sendiri dulu. Sebab jodoh yang baik itu untuk orang yg baik. How I have wasted my time thinking who could might be the man in my life when Allah has taken that task from the beginning? So I stop searching for my jodoh, and went to search for my true love. Yes, our God. I believe that when a girl stop searching for his prince, and place Allah in her heart, Allah will find a king for her instead of a prince. Mungkin masih banyak perkara yg saya perlu perbaiki dalam diri ini. Baaanyak lagi dan seriously need your guidance jugak. Dan pasal jodoh itu kita serahkan sahaja kepada Allah. Tak payah nak kapel2,tak adelah zina mata, zina hati segala.. kalau dah suka sama lain tu, buatlah solat istikarah,insyaAllah diberi petunjuk. Ada manisnya bercinta selepas nikah. Kalau tak percaya, bacalah buku karya Fatimah Syarha, mesti korang rasa best bercinta selepas nikah.

Tapi post ni bknlah bermksud saya ni dah gatal miang segala sampai nak kahwin sekarang kan..oh no.
there is still a loooooot of things I want to do before becoming someones wife *rasa geli pulak taip mcm ni*
and to be truth there is one time when i feel like I dont want to get married with anyone and decide to take care of my dearest mama for the rest of my life.

But then, I pun nak keturunan jugak.. ==''
so, entahlah. Tak payah fikirlah soal jodoh,let it be surprise from Allah. Mana tahu org dekat sebelah awak may be ur jodoh..salam :)

sweet kan.